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Sink all the way to the bottom…then struggle my way back up to the surface. That is how I learn things best. To get a feel of how it is like to be so down, so low, so hopeless. Then gather all the courage and strength I need to rebuild myself back to the top. By doing this, I can appreciate that which I would not have experienced otherwise. I’ve been babied forever and I’ve been destroying things and fixing them on my own over and over again. Once I can overcome the need to destroy and fix, destroy and fix, then I’ll have finally learned. And then, I can finally be happy. You and I are the one and only last thing I will have destroyed and not fix at all. It’s time to rebuild myself once and for all.
